Seventeen; I want winter to come

No srsly.

I miss winter.

i'd be happy with even just.. fall
I miss being able to curl up under a blanket
wearing sweaters and hoodies.
hot liquids
.. not feeling like i'm going to melt.

Oh, fall and winter. Come soon this year, please.

It just randomly got really windy, then it poured
and now it's all sunny again

Hello bipolar BC weather, how are you today?

I'm up at like 7 tomorrow to go help someone move at 8:30

apparently our family friend wants to get my brother and i plastered?
yea, that.

Nope, now that i think about it

I'll stick with fall

winter is suppose to get to the low of -40 celcius or some fancy shit.

Oh dear.

Now that we're going to MBS we can actually get snow days

no transformer/generator do hicky

yay?

My book is getting depressing.

nearly made me cry. Nearly.

Oh, The Buried Life facebok status thing cracked me up

"I wish my first word could have been quote so that before i die i could have said end quote"

I just pissed off a 23 year old, for picking on his grammar?

mk.
Wimp can't handle a fifteen year old picking on him.

Jokingly.

oook

Sixteen; Well, this isn't looking good.

I think i'm falling back into a depression
or i'm having hardcore anxiety problems, again.

I've been in a real pissy mood lately.

No friends, it's not that lovely time of the month.

FUCK FUCKFUCKFUCK FUCKKK

I was Brandon's body guard today, pratically.
People want to beat the shit out of him for a lie his ex-girlfriend made up.

WHOO.
I asked if he honestly thought a 5'3 girl could protect him
he said that people tend not to hit him when girls are around.

Ok.

I want to cry

I want to scream

I want to have fun

I want to meet someone that cares.

Honestly Cares.

Not that "i care, really." "Lawl guess what she did!" kind of dealio.
Is it so much to ask to be loved?

to have someone i can talk to?

Grah.

I mean, ihave internet people, that i can..

sort of

but i mean in person

NOPE

IMPOSSIBLE.

I'm reading a book called "Remember Me" Three books in one

By Christopher Pike or whatever his name is

i'm on chapter four or so

Pretty cool, so far.

Huge ass storm ripped through town the other day.

like HUGE
Lots of houses and buisnesses/buildings are flooded
i'm afraid to check out basement..

Damn mothes should go find another light, that's not my computer screen.