Twenty One; I feel sick.

And i have no idea as to why.

Veronica just came over, we hung out for a few hours.
We had a sort of heart to heart talk.
It was nice.

I dyed my hair again.
It's darkk brown
but i did a shitty dye job
my mom thinks it looks cool.
My friend says people pay a lot of money to have junks missing like mine..
yeaaa..

I have three songs i can't stop listening to..

Beauty Of The Dark- Mads Langer
You're Not Alone - Mads Langer
Wonderful Life- Hurts

Did i tell you that i went to the first dance of the year?
It was pretty intense.
Only person that didn't dance with Austin, yay me.

That day i also carreid Lane around, giving him piggy back rides for like.. three hours.. yea.. ow..
my legs are still sore.

Went to see Easy A
with:
Veronica
Austin
Sam
Bradie
Mariah
Lauren
Kaitlyn
and i think i may be forgetting someone..
but you get the idea
it was a good movie, it kind of reminded me of mine and Veronica's relationship, in a way.
sorta
maybe
ish not really

SO SICK
i may have the flu.
fuck.

I feel nervous, why?

Doctor upped my dosage
i'm up to 30mg or whatever
from 20
from 20$ ish to 91$ ish
scary.

Have to wait for my mom to get me my medicine..
the NEW stuff
the somethingsomething-gas
sounds bad.

MOM NEEDS TO CALL THE COUNSELLOR
OMG
OMG
yea..

Driving through the city to the Temple Station,
Cries into the leather sea,
But Susie knows the baby was a family man,
But the world has got him down on his knees

So she throws him at the wall,
Her kisses burn like fire,
And suddenly he starts to believe,
And he takes her in his arms but he doesnt know why,
But he thinks that he begins to see

She says:
'Dont let go,
Never give up its such a wonderful life,
Dont let go,
Never give up its such a wonderful life'

<3

not even my usual type of music. omg.

SO SICK
OMG