Twenty Seven; Why do you do this?

I worry for you more than you know.
You pretty much out right told me you cut.
I'm so scared for you, chicky.
You starve yourself. You wish you were bulimic. You cut yourself now?
Please, please let someone in. Let someone help you.
Don't let this go any farther.
I'll do what i have to do.
I'll tell your mother.
I'll tell a teacher.
I'll tell anyone.
Just please don't do this.
You've got my heart going a mile a minute for you.
I worry that you're going to do something we'll all regret.
Please don't do this.


Tyler emailed me, i feel so giddery.. in a good way.
It's strange.

JESSICA
OMG
I got in contact with her.
It's been forever.
She used to live a few houses up from me
I've known her since i was like, born.
We used to hang out like, everyday.
I found out she graduated last year.
So great to see her.
Even if it was only through facebook.
I was so STOKED last night to find her on Facebook.
It's like, crazy.
She's such a beautiful girl. So beautiful.

I hung out with Sam again, for the passed like five days.
Good fun
We like, lived on Omegle/Tumblr. (since she uses Tumblr and no one knows i use this site)
I miss having a good friend like her.
It's so nice.

Went to see the counsellor today.
I went with a guy named Scott for my intake.
He was pretty chill.
He looked me in the eyes the whole time.
I was like, tripping out the whole time.
He had this big blue eyes that you like.. Drowned in..
I had to keep looking away.
Maybe he was doing it on purpose? Seeing how i deal with things maybe?

Who knows.
They are going to call soon, to set up an appointment. But i'm on a waiting list
They also want me to see a Youth Worker.
Goodie.
I'm kinda scared, to be honest.
I mean, a counsellor is one thing.
But someone younger, and going out and *doing* things with someone?
Oh boy.
Here we go.

I over ate today.
God i think i might puke.
HOLY FUCKING BALLS.

Corban has a girlfriend, i think i posted that last time, though.
So strange.
So very strange.

I'm so scared.
Holy shit man.

Aaron (new friend from VANCOUVERRRR) may like Sam?

Cool, right? DAMN STRAIGHT.

I got new souls for my shoes
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