As of Sunday it'll be six years since my dad has passed away.
I watched My Sister's Keeper today, nearly cried.
Reminded me of just how much i dad went through.
My mom yelled at my brother on like, what, Thursday?
Made me cry.
It was intense.
He got grounded, for the first time since like.. sixth grade? Yea?
I have a science exam tomorrow.
SO STOKED
lololol i crack myself up.
I'm sick
Dammit.
I.. painted my nails all Christmas-y
They're red, and then (With the nail polish my neighbour gave me, that's like only sparkles with no real colour to it) i have the sparkles on top. That are green.
Pretty rad.
I kinda screwed up, though. I'm missing spots.
I'm afraid Sam is suicidal, i don't we're as tight as we were, either.
Britt is scaring me.
Did i tell you guys about what happened?
How she was texting Sam about how she went to the doctor,
the doctor told her she needs to start eating or she's going to starve to death.
Which then made her say to Sam "Well that's the price to be skinny"
FUCKING HELL
i feel guilty, too.
We go to the same counselling building.
I got in
She's on a waiting list
man she needs this more than me
she's the one that could kill herself.
I mean, so could i, but she's.. Anorexic, she cuts, she's..
She just doesn't care anymore.
Did i mention my first counselling appointment is tomorrow?
I'm kinda.. scared.
Kinda.
It's with Scott, not sure if i told you guys that.
It's been awhile, and i've been meaning to post
So i can't remember if i've posted things, or if i was planning on post things.
COLDS CAN GO DIE NOW, KTHX
I'm so sore.
My neck/back/shoulders are killing me.
I'm still reading Pleasure Unbound.
Fucking good book, man.
Little like "the hell?" in the begining, but now i get it, and it's way better.
I'm excited for Christmas.
I want to make my mom a giant card.
GIANT.
Veronica's still pissed off with me.
Boohoo.
ANYWAY
yea umm
i don't think anything else is new?
OH WAIT
my uncle, the druggy one, yea him.
With the musical son? (Ivan Townsend, search it up boys and girls!)
Is going to be going to my aunty's and nana's on the 22nd!
I may be visiting too?
Maybe.
I don't know yet.
Yea, that's about it.
For now.
Goodnight my lovelies, i'm going to go take some cold medicine.
wait for my sister to get out of the shower.
Then i shall go shower.
I watched My Sister's Keeper today, nearly cried.
Reminded me of just how much i dad went through.
My mom yelled at my brother on like, what, Thursday?
Made me cry.
It was intense.
He got grounded, for the first time since like.. sixth grade? Yea?
I have a science exam tomorrow.
SO STOKED
lololol i crack myself up.
I'm sick
Dammit.
I.. painted my nails all Christmas-y
They're red, and then (With the nail polish my neighbour gave me, that's like only sparkles with no real colour to it) i have the sparkles on top. That are green.
Pretty rad.
I kinda screwed up, though. I'm missing spots.
I'm afraid Sam is suicidal, i don't we're as tight as we were, either.
Britt is scaring me.
Did i tell you guys about what happened?
How she was texting Sam about how she went to the doctor,
the doctor told her she needs to start eating or she's going to starve to death.
Which then made her say to Sam "Well that's the price to be skinny"
FUCKING HELL
i feel guilty, too.
We go to the same counselling building.
I got in
She's on a waiting list
man she needs this more than me
she's the one that could kill herself.
I mean, so could i, but she's.. Anorexic, she cuts, she's..
She just doesn't care anymore.
Did i mention my first counselling appointment is tomorrow?
I'm kinda.. scared.
Kinda.
It's with Scott, not sure if i told you guys that.
It's been awhile, and i've been meaning to post
So i can't remember if i've posted things, or if i was planning on post things.
COLDS CAN GO DIE NOW, KTHX
I'm so sore.
My neck/back/shoulders are killing me.
I'm still reading Pleasure Unbound.
Fucking good book, man.
Little like "the hell?" in the begining, but now i get it, and it's way better.
I'm excited for Christmas.
I want to make my mom a giant card.
GIANT.
Veronica's still pissed off with me.
Boohoo.
ANYWAY
yea umm
i don't think anything else is new?
OH WAIT
my uncle, the druggy one, yea him.
With the musical son? (Ivan Townsend, search it up boys and girls!)
Is going to be going to my aunty's and nana's on the 22nd!
I may be visiting too?
Maybe.
I don't know yet.
Yea, that's about it.
For now.
Goodnight my lovelies, i'm going to go take some cold medicine.
wait for my sister to get out of the shower.
Then i shall go shower.
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