I have no friends to talk to and to confide in. I normally at least have someone online to talk to.. But not anymore.
I feel so isolated. So alone.
I'm just laying here, listening to music. Lonely and unsure.
What can I do? Nothing.
Kaitlyn has pretty much decided to ditch me for Veronica. Why? So she can go creep on guys she "likes"
She knows their names, mostly. But that's it. I don't see why we can't go on boy hunts of anything. But whatever.
Brittany has ditched us for her boyfriend. I haven't really talked to her in like three months. I mean, we say a few words at our lockers but that's it.
So the other day she told me she was going to eat lunch with me since her boyfriend was camping. I was excited, it had been so long. Kaitlyn wasn't there either so at least I could have some time to catch up. Well, come lunch time she told me her boyfriend was back so she was going to go hang out with him 'cause she hadn't seen him since 4pm the day before.. Not even 24 hours ago.
Alright, I mean.. At least you could pretend like I mean something. Pretend like you actually care about what's going on. But hey. Whatever. I'll go eat lunch with Mariah.
Thank god for Mariah. We've been hanging out lately. Her BFF has ditched her for a boy and we are both pretty much in the same boat. So we've gotten to be better friends.
In the 24th she's coming with my family and I to this Beatles impersonator concert. We're super excited.
So summer school for English. Whoo
Yea.
I'm lost.
I want someone to care because they want to, not because they're obligated to.
Sometimes I wish there was something seriously wrong with me.. Just to see. Just to see who cared and who wanted to stick by me. But I'm sure everyone feels like that from time to time.
I don't know what I'm going to do now.. Lay here. Go for a shower. Yea.. That.
OH! Yesterday I met Pat Morrow, for any of you who have heard of him. Pretty chill guy. Great photographer.
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