twelve; What do you tell an eight year old?

I asked Breanna if she'd like to talk to grandma because she'd love to say goodnight.

She was crying, saying she missed dad.

What do i say? "Do you think you can talk to her, she'd love to talk to you"

she shook her head.
FUCKING BAD SISTER, am i.

i came downstairs to continue talking to grandma, who was suppose to hang up like a half hour prior. AT LEAST

i should be up there with her. Ugh.

Some guy came and threatened Petite, asshat.
he pissed me off soo much!
i mean he's a stupid fucking ass
grahhhh

Going to the lake tomorrow, i'm pretty sure.

Wayne's son is here, Kaylin (how ever it's spelled), weird guy.

Eleven; First day of Summer School!

And i nearly got one unit finished! WHOO!
I'm going to class with this guy mom works with, who, for the record, she doesn't like.
Wonder if he'll reconize me..

I don't like getting up early to get ready for school.. in the summer.. i mean, it's so.. annoying!
NOTE TO SELF: Always eat before going to class. You get very hungry when you don't eat.
I'm going to look into a bus pass; cut my travle time in half, i'm sure.

Kylan's grandma ended up dying. May she RIP
We were told we were wanted at the funeral.
I have no problem with that, and i would be delighted to show my respects for such a wonderful woman.

Ten; Hey, dad, can I ask you a favour?

Welcome Kylan's grandma. Be kind to her.
Kylan's a friend of mine and my brother's, his grandma is probably going to pass away today/tomorrow. Kylan asked her to say hi to my dad.. Made my brother cry.
Super sweet old lady. It's always the nice ones.
FUCK OFF 2010. So many people i've known have died this year, or something tragic has happened to someone.

Turns out registration is tomorrow. Apparently we had to make appointments? Who knew.
10:15 AM, i think so!

A bird got stuck in my house today, that was a treat gettin' 'er out.

I feel horrible. I want to cry. I can't cry.
I wish I knew her better, i truely do.
I know she was a very sweet woman that had a huge heart.
But that's about it..
DAMN DAMN DAMN
we were told if we want we can go up to the hospital and say goodbye. Mom doesn't want to because she's sick (I guess she doesn't want to infect the hospital, i don't know.. everyone's sick there anyway... DON'T GIVE ME THAT TONE OF "you fucking idiot")

i'm so damn selfish.

Nine; Registration today!

That's right! Summer school registration, whooo! *very sarcastic*
I have two friends going in, but they both hate each other. It will be fun to see how this goes.
School starts tomorrow so i'll find out sooner than later.. Lovely.
Facebook is being a bitch, right now. Won't load a single thing!
After mom gets home from work this afternoon we're going to go get me a math book and stuff.
Hm, oh, I met this girl from Finland on Omegle last night, she seems to be a lot like me. Which. i don't know if that's good or not.
Aw well.
I found a whole wack load of new music! Hello 7,000 songs and counting. I'm still wondering where my "Recently Added" playlist went on iTunes.. It's very upsetting.