Sixty Seven; wow.

This song.. speaks to me.. so much
if you really want to understand me, i highly recommend watching that video. It's my life from February, when things first started going downhill, until June, when they started to show a glimpse of hope.
I really.. can't explain how crazy this is to me. I have never related to much to a song.
i just want to keep listening since all the words.. seem to fit so.. perfectly.

pretty much decided I'm going to be alone forever.
i know I'm young.
i know i have time.
but.. i just.. it doesn't seem like it's going to happen.
so whatever, I'll stop trying.
I won't, but I'm saying that now out of spite.

I REALLY need a job.
I REALLY want this camera.. it's a beauty. Nikon D7000 or something would be dandy..hot damn.
that's one sexy piece of camera.
must have.

I have so many ideas for photography.
I can't do any of them.
Well, some, but not enough.

WHATEVER SUCH AS LIFE I'LL FIND A WAY

I'm not used to being the one convincing someone they're worth something.
now i see why everyone gave up on me
But I'm not going to give up, it hurts too much.
i want people to know that they matter.
They're more than they think.
I just wish they could believe me when i tell them

Sixty six; fuck you.

God damn. Use me more why don't you.
Let's only talk to me for nudes or something. Yea. Cool. Fucking asshole.
I wasn't expecting for that to hurt so much. I mean, you'd talk to me about everything.. Get close then stop talking to me and only talk to me when you want nudes. Now you ask me to Skype while I masturbate? Lmao. Funny. I'm not some whore. I don't cam with anyone doing those things. Fuck. You.

Ugh. It hurts. I'm so pissed. I can't rant to my mom, 'cause.. Well yea.
Fuck sake.
I'm done. Fucking done

Screw this. I hate men. Fuck.
Fuck.
Fuck.
DONE
I wish. It still hurts. I'm not over it.
Ugghhhh


Whatever. Just whatever.